..within

..and may be it is important for a man (and a woman if you are one) to be at peace with himself before he finds peace in the world. and it is important for him to be happy with himself before he treads to find happiness in the world around..and then, as it seems, may be a man needs to live his life more within than without.

..so as it turns out, i have invariably found myself full of this very deeply felt joy when i've looked within and had a tête-à-tête about me over hot chocolate, or over the ironing board..and somehow, it has the effect of this magical healing that transforms my psyche and leaves me amazed just every single time..the creation surely is far more intelligent than we consider it to be!

closer..

so i have a new found respect for life, but it seems that it has been within me for years to be discovered today..and i have a new found respect for people; people who are not perfect, but people who moved me with what they have given me despite their imperfections; and their gift is so much larger than these imperfections that i feel blessed to realise how inconsequential and vain the very idea of those imperfections is; and they have given me something that i probably could never hav given them because i now know i'm not what they so beautifully are; they have given me hope; and they have brought me closer to life; closer to what life is about; closer to what life isnt about; closer to what really is the elixir of human joy; it's that smile of happiness; it's the smile of the soul; and i'm amazed!